Where I’m from
Just the facts: I was born in Seoul, Korea then grew up in South Carolina and Maryland. I have lived/worked in Pennsylvania, New York, Washington, D.C., New York again, Beijing, and California (in that order!). I now live in Los Angeles with my husband and kids.
Just as true: As an immigrant, home has always been a question of heart as much as place. I think of home as the memories and connections that bring me back to a sense of belonging: my grandmother braiding my hair, the smell and taste of my mother's cooking, every book that has magnified my soul, the warmth of my children's bodies as they press against me in sleep. My work as a coach is also a part of what feels like home.
Why I coach
Other kids dreamed of being a doctor, scientist, lawyer. My fantasy was to be a Jesuit Priest. Lots of barriers of course -- not being a man or even Catholic being the two biggest ones. But what drew me was the idea of a life committed to seeing and loving people in their full humanity. Three decades and some odd years later, this is still what moves me.
Some people think coaching is about performance (as in peak performance). Yes, it's a byproduct. But at its core, coaching is about living your life with meaning and courage, and claiming the full beauty and power of what you have to bring to the world. Seeing the unique magnificence of each client emerge and brilliantly shine -- these are the moments when I feel truly alive.
My path to coaching
I grew up thinking that choosing a profession was about being practical and safe. The question of whether you loved your work -- that was a luxury we couldn't afford.
Law was a logical and practical choice. I liked working with people and with words, which law would enable me to do. And, by focusing on civil rights and other issues of inequality, I could even be true to my social justice values.
It was a worthwhile and noble path, just not mine. Law as a lens for engaging with the world never resonated with me, and I lived with a constant feeling of being in disguise.
Meanwhile, I felt a tug toward something very different. In 2002, I was in a legal dream job, and miserable. A friend referred me to a coach. Sitting in his office during our first and only session, I felt more alive than I had in years. Hearing him describe his work of engaging deeply with each client to unearth their purpose and find their unique path, some core part of me woke up. When he asked if I could imagine myself doing something other than my then job, I surprised myself by saying, "I could imagine myself doing what you're doing right now." As soon as I said it, I both knew it was true and was completely terrified.
I then spent the next 12 years successfully convincing myself that this idea was completely unrealistic. I tried to move toward it in ways that felt safe. I left litigation and took on organizational leadership positions. This enabled me to focus more on people and to support them in their growth. In the end, though, it still wasn't a fully authentic expression of what was in my heart. I was still focusing on systems and policy change, when what really moved me was connecting deeply at a human, individual level.
Fast forward to 2014. Looking at my life from the outside, I was doing great. Positions of real responsibility and impact, a wonderful marriage and beautiful kids. Inside, I was paying the price of living someone else's life. A lot of the time, I felt blank, disconnected from myself and the people around me, exhausted yet unable to stop striving.
When I left my last director job in 2014, I was finally too exhausted to be scared. Soul-searching, work with a coach, and the encouragement of friends got me into a coach training class. The feeling at the end of the first day was incredible -- I made sense. The parts of me I had suppressed because they felt irrelevant or like weaknesses in my prior work, had a place. I can only describe it as the feeling of coming home.
That was March 2015, and I haven't looked back. The result of living in alignment with your internal blueprint is nothing short of transformation. The resentment, anger, and deep sadness that was a constant undercurrent for many years has lifted. I know the joy of making my own unique expression in the world. The relationships in my life are deeply nourishing because I am bringing myself as I really am. I am rediscovering my gifts of writing and public speaking, both of which had felt mechanical in prior jobs because the words were not mine. And, it continues to evolve. One of the great gifts of living from our true selves is that fear, about the future and the unknown, can finally take a back seat. Whatever happens (even and especially the hard stuff), we know we're on the right road.
My training as a coach
My training is through The Coaches Training Institute (CTI). The coaching model I am trained in is Co-Active Coaching, in which the coaching relationship is designed as an active and equal partnership between coach and client. Read more about the approach here. I have coaching certifications from the International Coach Federation (Professional Certified Coach) and CTI (Certified Professional Co-Active Coach).
My first name, Hyeon-Ju, can be intimidating. As you might imagine, it was the bane of my existence as a kid (think roll call on the first day of school each year). I even went rogue in sixth grade and changed it on my own to "Jennifer," the most normal name I could think of. With college came enough self-respect and confidence to go back to my beautiful given name.
I will never judge you for asking me how to pronounce it, no matter how many times you ask. In fact, I will love you for it.
For those of you who want advance practice, my first name phonetically is "Hyun-Joo." The first syllable is "yun" (rhymes with "run") with an "h" sound added in front. The second syllable rhymes with "moo." My last name, Rho, is easy. Just think of "row your boat."